http://tvcity.tvb.com/drama/always_ready/song/trailer/300k.html?300k

i found the sui shi hou ming the opening theme. hahaha can see the retarded bowie lam. and mr tan seriously looks like zhiqin! ok lah, from some angles. wait i find the pic..



actually look like mr see too. just that zhiqin's face longer haha.

legal arena is the best elective ever! esp the court visits. notices its VISITS not VISIT. hahah. im going mad over it liao. and everything abt law is so interesting! BUT NO, I STILL WANNA BE A MEDICAL STUDENT! :D

and i've just found out there's like so many smart peeps in the sch and i feel so demoralised. ): im actually so dumb and yet im not doing anything to salvage my future. its impossible for trip sci. there goes my future ): bye-bye.

just finished reading the notes on contract. didnt know a contract is so fu za (complicated). how am i ever gonna finish reading that whole stack of notes?

looking forward to friday! :D
AND IM CRAVING FOR THICKTOAST & BAN MIAN & CHICKEN PIE (pi bonds..haha ok lame) NOW!

i guess the letter incident is over? or its just fat hope..

dunno wads wrong with audition lah. but finally can liao (i guess. havent tried yet)

tsk cant wait for ep 14 and 15 to be uploaded lah! grrr.



wu zun..



or chen jian feng?

sometimes they look a lil alike. but heard that sammul's gay. lol.

though its impossible for me to be not depressed after everything that has happened, but i know i'll always have the support of you people. but unfortunately, thats only enough to overcome 30%. still got 70% of the depression left. ok it sounds like stats which is maths b which reminds me of the letter thing which is like giving me additional problems.

havent been to macs for a long time. like 1 week plus? miss the fries and the internet and the table and the nice playground outside with ghosts rocking the sheep/goat? forgot what animal liao lol. but its really freaky to see that thing shake by itself..

im gonna finish watching hana kimi soon. dunno why so fast..i guess its to kill time and fight depression. everyone like siao over the show? esp jinghui..that hopeless girl who actually went to buy the dvd! still wanna come my house watch -.- dunno why everyone like to come my house watch stuff. also not cinema -.-

just finished history. okay not exactly finished cos got 2 qns left blank. i think all these are a lvl standard one lor..

maybe i shall watch a little bit more..cant wait to see the ending! its kinda stupid cos..forget it too lazy to explain again haha.

haix too guilty liao. cant even sleep zzz.

你总能平复我不安的夜晚..

one trouble after another. what to do lah..

hope nothing drastic happens tonight or the night after or the night after after..
everything should be okay bah..really hope so ):

HAIX WHY IS MY LIFE SO MISERABLE? THAT SMALL LITTLE PROBLEM HAS SUCCESSFULLY MADE ME DEPRESSED. FINE YOU WIN OKAY. STUPID TEMPTATIONS. STOP BOTHERING ME. OKAY ITS NOT A SMALL MATTER AT ALL. ITS SO GRAVE THAT IM HALF IN MY GRAVE LIAO. TTS SUPER LAME AND WHY DO I EVEN HAVE THE MOOD TO BE LAME? OHCRAP. THIS YEAR IS JUST WRONG. EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG. EVERY DECISION I MAKE IS WRONG. IM JUST SO WRONG THAT IM EVEN IN THE WRONG PLACE. I SHOULD JUST GO TO HELL NOW AND ALL THESE FUCKING PROBLEMS WILL BE GONE RIGHT? GRRR I HAVE TOTALLY LOST CONTROL OF MY LIFE. HAHA NO LONGER EXISTS IN MY VOCAB AND LOL= CRY. NO ONE CAN SAVE ME. SO IM JUST PRAYING HARD THAT GOD HASNT FORSAKEN ME. JUST LET MY THIS WISH COME TRUE AND I PROMISE TO BE GOOD. REALLY. LOL LOL LOL.

hmm..looks like everyone is feeling so down these few days. i shall pray for happiness bah!

dear God,
apologies for not going church yesterday ): but its not my fault. you can punish mr lim instead. HAHA just kidding.
anyway, please cheer jinghui up. let her realise that getting B3 for chinese is not the end of the world. and if it is your plan, may she do well in her o's. and everyone else too.
please help jean (my fren not cousin) too. give her the advice and comfort she needs.
and lastly, for myself. i'll pray that all these prayers come true :D

its the end of the week again.
time to recall and repent for all the evil stuff i did this week. WAIT, there's nth to repent abt cos IM SUCH A NICE GIRL (: hehe.

MONDAY
mon sucks forever. cos its the longest day. in chung cheng its liddat. in tj its laddat still. zzz. is like after 3pm, i really totally cant absorb anything. and we'll just start going mad like laughing for no reason. really no reason. basically, just going mad.

ohya, still got UNDER A CANOPY OF LOVE!! xD best show ever sia. so its a must-watch.

TUESDAY
oh tuesday is like the MOST MEANINGFUL day in my whole life! it also proves that sometimes, its good to pon pe(: hehe. such a great sense of achievement i never felt before :D thats why, i strongly recommend you ppl to be docs(: haha. RICH AND MEANINGFUL leh!

in france im michel, in russia im michel.

saw zhou at macs omg. i still thought i see wrong or wad cos victoria didnt see her. worse still, victoria thought i looking at some guy i like -.- pls lah..

oh and xu lao shi gave us this cute thing.



i realised got red colour one leh. i mean the sweet.

WEDNESDAY
??? dunno wad happen.

THURSDAY
downloaded alot of tvb songs. cos alot in the other laptop and lazy to transfer over to my tablet. so dl again. under a canopy of love the song damn nice(: esp that part..haha nvm. but the show's even nicer! i think i say liao right. hahahaha!

FRIDAY
ms cheah..coming..haha lol. shant say the rest.

ms d is nice(: m&ms from her..hehe cos our super smart grp won the millionaire thingy..(but i rather get the million bucks)



i ate all on the bus just now. and i did another good deed just now. this old man boarded the bus but the bus damn full liao. then of course the gd hearted me gave up my seat to him. HOW NICE RIGHT? told you im nice liao.

stupid history stupid history stupid history.
i dunno wth he wants us to do. from 1 ppt become 2. yeah scarely tmr become 3. IM SO NOT GONNA DO THE 2ND ONE. WE CAN ALL DIE FOR ALL I CARE. grrr.

i have so many things to do that i was writing zhou ji in the car. and trying to coup internet along the way. haha! sometimes got linksys leh! HEHE. oh and i saw this wireless. which reminds me, i must show jean(: haha.

stupid ss too. i wonder if we can just copy everything from the ppt. since its like just write the pros and cons of the diff markets..and the ppt all got liao wad. this essay is meaningless.

well, im prepared to walk into mrs loke's office tmr and get a huge scolding. pray for me bah ):

where saints and sinners are friends

this weekend is super busy. ydt finished up differentiation during tuition. i thought it would take me 2 mths or wad. but actually its only such a short topic haha! (: i refuse to do the trigo hw cos i just simply cant do trigo. god vanessa knows why.

currently, im still left with NINE f***ing assignments. and there's like only 1 day left (not counting today) to chiong. i feel like killing h**** h****. he didnt even come for the whole wk! and he still damn dua pai, post an assignment on matrix. and he only gave us 3 days to do. WTH!!

this is only the 5th week. hmm still got 35 more weeks sia. cant wait for elective week. cos electives = slack(:

kays, its 3 liao and i gtg bathe. sian..must go siglap to buy some stupid plastic for the solar cooker then do the bio video. the prob is..THE BIO SCRIPT IS WITH GIRISH AND ZHENYI CANT CONTACT HIM. NOBODY KNOWS HOW TO CONTACT HIM AND IS HE EVEN GONNA APPEAR LATER? crap..

cant believe jinghui joining talentime this yr. grp and solo can! hahaha. liyun and clarice singing duet somemore. omg im gonna miss all this fun ): but nvm, i shall go see talentime this yr, promise(: